17 days till i move away to college BITCH!!! Gahhh i’m so effing excited words could not explain, 17 days toll GOODbye texas, and GOOD riddens mother fuckers!!
SO i’m bored and i already had logged too too many hours on the facebook so i decided to blog
listening to “Molly Malone” by the dubliners
i don’t know why but i just had an urge to listen to that song today. Hey! i should make a list of all the things my mom doesn’t let me do, given i only hav 17 days left it’ll prolly be rather short cause soon she’ll have to relinquesh the reigns, well anyways i DIDN’T get to go bowling with nam and vic who i haven’t seen since she got back from china.
sometimes my mom makes me hate my life but i kind of brush it off like, “eh it could be worse, and it will get better” huh
well anyways i am so FUCKING excited to say peace to this popsicle stand ima miss my friends and all but honestly i’ve lost touch with so many this summer sometimes i just wanna say fuck it and never come back. buti have become better friends with like one or two so i suppose with all great losses there is some gain, though, no lie, it does seriously hurt sometimes.
Oh and i have so many friends that are leaving either this weekend or sometime next week, lo leaves saturday, as does paige, then next week thursday john leaves, and friday vic leaves, and saturday meish and i will say bye.
the one thing that sucks about going to your first pick school in new york is that i leave last so i get to watch everyone go.
IWILLMISSYOUDEARLY
2 years ago
i want to be able to say i’ll miss it here when i leave
..i’ve got 21 days left to find something worth saying goodbye to
2 years agoi am…
going to MAKE my life
i am going to make it the way i want to, simply because i can, and i am so over just letting it be made by others
now all of the pits and falls and TRIUMPHS will be of my doing and at the very least just knowing that is something to be happy about
2 years ago“so that’s how you found me.. rain fallin around me.. lookin down at worm with a long way to go, and the traffic was hissing by…”
so i don’t know… yes there’s a guy, there’s always a guy, and this one i tried with for a year to get something going with no reciprocation, so i stopped liking him, and i see him a lot now even though school’s out and i think i may just like him again, and i think he likes me, but i’m not going to make up someones mind for them, and i’m moving verrrry soon so what’s the point, i want to be over him… but i’m losing my friends at the same time and… so.. i dunno, i dunno
i’m moving at the end of the month, so something major would have to happen… i have an idea!
2 years agolately lonely is the only word that describes me
and i do not like it
i miss my friends, that were like family to me, i don’t know what it is i did to lose them, i just know that i want them back, i have no one in this city now, all i have is the hope in moving away for college, it’s coming now really soon and my excitement cannot be contained the only unfortunate thing is what is excitement when you have no one to share it with
2 years ago
